The struggle!!????????????

As I mentioned in the other pleads for help !! Ha . I tried to laugh !! I'm going through a lot my boyfriend of 8months and he jus broke up with me two days ago and I'm dying. He was a beautiful man inside and out . I didn't appreciate that to the fullest , but I Bent over backwards for him. He lost his job could not pay the rent had no food I would buy him food give him money be there for him and trust he wasn't the best to be around. My family and I are going thru a lot and I haven't been in the best to be around I have been snappy and he broke up with me and I jus can't believe this . I loved him he was so sweet and funny. I did everything else right I usually am always put together I jus has a bad weekend .. I can't get out of bed or even think