I need to vent. It's not going to be pretty, I'm not going to be nice, nothing. If you can't handle a crazy, bitter, angry rant, then please scroll along.

I have been TTC for seven years. SEVEN YEARS. My doctor told me a few weeks ago that everything about me was *worst case scenario* and that <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> is our best shot, but even that he can't promise.

Yet in the last two years, not only have several people just casually had their babies, but frankly some of them, I don't understand how they managed to get pregnant to begin with/ why they are still trying to have babies.

How can you be severely obese, live in a bachelor flat with your husband and seven year old daughter, have uncontrolled diabetes, claim you need to get a second job because you can't afford your daughter's school fees, and then get pregnant again? "I didn't think I could get pregnant, I don't get my periods anymore because of my weight". You are a 36 year old woman! Be smarter!!!

How can you be severely obese, live in a super low cost area, have two children already, one who is eight years old and not attending school at all, you've been married and divorced to the same man THREE TIMES, and you think it's a good idea to have another baby with him.

I treat my body like a semi well-maintained temple. I limit caffeine and sugar. I exercise. I eat well, for the most part. I'm not obese or even overweight. I take my vitamins. I do everything right yet I am worst case scenario???

Life is incredibly unfair. Insanely unfair.