I’ve been with my husband for over 15 years. I made the decision back then to start dating him because he would be a good father to my children, among other things. We spent the first few years just enjoying life together. Long story short… we find out he cannot have kids. Zero sperm count.

I asked if he’d be open to us selecting a donor for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>… he said no. He’d rather adopt.

I find that selfish of him… since I am still able to have a child that is at least part of me.

I’m torn. I like the life we have. I also want a baby. And the time doesn’t stop for anyone. I’m already 40… and I’m struggling coming to terms that motherhood may no longer be an option for me. 😥