18 months ttc - let it all out

I was so upset all day today and tonight. I couldn’t hide it anymore.

2 couple friends announced last week of their lovely pregnancy news. Both only a few months trying.

We are 18 months in and it’s month after month not working. I just feel so hopeless and the clock is ticking given my age.

Fertility tests came back all clear and told it can take 2 years. I’m just feeling less hopeful as we are a year and a half.

My husband says it’s my mind. It’s on overdrive and I need to relax… I don’t know how to help myself from overthinking !!! I have another child who is a teen and work a demanding job. Coming on here only makes it worse again and I’ve cut out posting and reading. I only track.

Any advice would be so appreciated.