Pregnancy after loss coping help!

GF

How do you cope with a pregnancy after loss how are you not scared every day that history will repeat itself and how do you keep yourself busy ?? I’m struggling especially at my age where docs have absolutely nothing good or empowering to say to you because of my age? Any advice would be great it’s been 6 days since I saw the heart beat it was 111 I’m now 7 weeks tomorrow and I want to be happy for my partner instead of a nervous wreck