So I just found out my so has been cheating on me with escorts he actually pays a stranger to get him off and not me I am two months pregnant and he has done this to me before and I forgave him but I don't know what to do how can he love me and do that now I'm scarred to be pregnant and I'm scarred to get a abortion but what child should have to be brought into the world of this it kills me he says he'll get help but Idk if that will work I have been with him 13 years lost my virginity to this man he work out of town and I can't trust him and am having a hard time forgiving him I don't deserve this first he said get a abortion when I confronted him he was heartless and mad at me then he says if I get a abortion he will kick me out and my stuff will be on the curb I've lived with him for 10 years any advice would be great I feel alone scarred and just sick about it all we were going to tell our family's were pregnant then just yesterday I find out he's cheating I called the girl and went to her apartment and she wouldnt talk to me she was so gross and lived In the ghetto I am just💔💔