I just don’t know what to do anymore.

Hannah

Has anybody dropped out of college on here? What did you do instead? How did you manage to pay for the loans? I’m seriously thinking about doing so. I’m fed UP with it. I’ve been going to college since I graduated high school in 2016. I’m finding myself not able to concentrate, study like usual, and my mental health is taking a HUGE hit because of me not being on medication for my mental disorders, the reason being is because I’m pregnant. I have schizophrenia and bad bipolar 1 disorder. I am constantly hallucinating when I’m stressed, I hear voices, see things, all the works; this even happens when I’m taking tests and doing important assignments. I go to therapy twice a week, that helps a little but not as good as the medication does. I just got put on a new antidepressant, which helps with the depression but all the other things are still there. I’m struggling, I’m failing my classes, and I’m lost on what to do next. I want to stay in college because I’m RIGHT there to graduate. I have maybe about 4 semesters left before I graduate. I just don’t think I can do it anymore.