I’m a stay at home mom of two toddler, married for 10 years (I’m 37 years old) and I’m so unhappy. I feel sad or down 90% of the time and constantly think things have to be better then this. I feel so guilty even for thinking of leaving my marriage. I put on a brave face so kids don’t know but I think I hate my life.

I’m just not attracted to my husband. I still have sex with him but I feel miserable :( he told me if I go back to work everything will be divided. He doesn’t want me to work.