I feel like I’m having another

K

I feel like I’m having another. It would be my 3rd. It’s the constant cramping feeling like I’m gonna get my period. I know it can be normal but for me it hasn’t been. I can’t really relax. It’s like my uterus can’t really relax. I’m about 5-6 weeks and awaiting my second hcg test tomorrow morning. I wanna be optimistic but at the same time I don’t wanna be crushed again. I just feel like I need someone to talk to :/ if anyone is going through something similar. It’s so hard going through this alone. I haven’t told anyone because I don’t want people to feel sorry for me if it happens again. It honestly makes it harder for me.