Advice

Hey girls help me out on this one. So I’ve been seeing this guy for about 2 years now. We’ve known each other and dated when we were kids and now we just “Netflix and chill” I’m not the jealous type I stay to my self and I don’t be tripping never on no man but it’s hard to hide them feelings that have resurfaced from first love type to now but Why do I feel like when he see me when he wants to or if one of us is free 1 day out of our schedules we get together. I feel like sometimes he be really seeing somebody else that he really wana fuck with and when he can’t see them is only the times when he feel like seeing me that’s why it only be for a night and the most or some of times after that it be 1-2 weeks later when I see him again. What is that? Why do I feel this? Is it intuition or just bad timings. (Yes we have talked that we feel the same way about each other and recently I had miscarried and it was still touch and go with him being there for me in that emotional time even though he was wanting updates on everything that was going on with me)