So im currently 6weeks pregnant again after an abortion 2 months ago. I’ve been involved with a narcissist. He been telling me that he wants a baby with me, holding me down to have sex and argue when I say use protection. Now that I’m pregnant he doesn’t want to be with me and don’t think I should have a kid with him. He told me to get rid of it and he’ll be there to comfort me. I’m so embarrassed even writing this. I don’t have relationship with family or any type of financial support besides him. I want to keep it but I’m scared of doing it alone and struggling.

Someone please help because idk what I should do.