what do i do?

basically, last year i was raped by a now ex boyfriend. i’ve gone to the police and everything, the case is now closed. however i am in a new relationship and have been for around 6 months. he is a very sexual person, which does slightly clash with me as after the trauma, it’s not exactly my favorite. i have gotten back into having sex, however i find it extremely difficult to initiate due to embarrassment due to past trauma. me and my boyfriend have argued a lot about this, i completely understand this isn’t great for him, and understand that in an ideal world for him, i would initiate more.

in these arguments i’ve explained why i find it so difficult and that it’s not a personal attack on him, it’s just uncomfortable for me.

he has just recently posted something on his PUBLIC social media saying ‘every guy secretly dreams about being with a girl who initiates intimacy’.

i feel so humiliated he would air that out publicly, i understand it doesn’t have any details in it, but to air out that i don’t initiate enough and that he dreams of being with a girl who would has really upset me and i genuinely feel so humiliated. he cannot see why i would be and says it’s my fault that he posted that, and that i’ve ’dug my own grave’

he cannot care less how upset he’s made me by doing that, which is making me start to feel as though i’m overreacting.

what would you feel in this situation? please help!!!