Absolutely terrified!!

I just saw a video of newborns on tiktok. Literally just a video of them crying, getting dressed. Basic simple things. I am now panicking. I am almost 20 weeks with my first and didn’t realize how scared I am. I have no idea what I’m doing. They are too small and fragile. I don’t really like babies. They scare me because I don’t like the responsibility of something so tiny and precious. I’m gonna cry I am so scared….