Think I’m getting a abortion

I found out I’m pregnant least week and it’s really the wake up call I needed. I realized that I’m raising a man and ontop of that I’m about to raise a baby…no deal

When I told him I was pregnant he was happy he told his whole family before I even pulled my pants up from taking the test.

I realized that I’m in a motionless relationship and I can’t raise a man and a child I’ll literally lose it. We’ve been together for a year and now every thing that I let slide I can’t get out of my head

I do 90% of the house work. I constantly pick up after him and when I take time to tell him how I fell instead of blowing up on him and yelling it’s in one sit and out the other with him.ive tried explaining how I’m starting to feel resentful and I feel more like a groundskeeper and a mom than a girlfriend. I’m being a used of replacing his mom (she passed)I do ALL the cooking. I often cook for the week or try to do 3 meals a week to last the week. He eats with no consideration for me I’m often coming him to the fridge empty and I’m figuring out with I’m gonna eat. I do 80% of all house hold shopping. I asked him to pick up an onion for the tacos I was making and he brought back the receipt for the onion ..it was less that $2 I’ve asked for flowers once a month ,tulips from Trader Joe’s..never got them.. I came down with the flew when I found out I’m pregnant and I was in a cold sweat in bed. I got up and. Showered and all I asked is if he can dry me off he did it so half assed that when I did do it I moved to fast and ended up throwing up on my self and the bed

I lost a lot of weight since December it’s noticeable for other but not him. I had to buy new clothes cause nothing fit. When I asked him why he never congratulate me the way other do his response was it’s not that major and you dont work out the way I do. I went from 235 to 174.

I want this abortion because I can’t be held down by this boy any longer. And in the proses of that I’m completely fine when this relationship ends