First time squirter…

So after 33 years of living it happened. Now it was definitely a feeling I’ve never experienced before not bad just unexpected. It happened during anal while I was stimulating my clit I seriously felt like I was peeing myself and couldn’t control it. I got so embarrassed 😞 and of course my husband is super proud of himself. Is it weird that I’m not sure I completely enjoyed the experience? Feels so weird complaining about this. I’m just curious if anyone has felt the same way before.