14 DPO and Anxious! Looking for some hope!

Charity • Dying to be a First Time Mommy! 💕💕

So as of today I’m 14dpo.. AF is suppose to show today. I had some pretty strong cramps earlier, but nothing recently just little twinges. I’ve been spotting off and on since about 11am like not even enough to show on a panty liner. I’m praying this is it, but haven’t gotten a positive yet.. I’m scared AF will show up any second or in the morning 😪.. I will say though just spotting alone this long is weird to be. I’ll normally only spot for maybe 30 minutes to an hour and then it steadily increases that by this time I’ve already seen quite a bit of red and a some clots. But so far all I have had is light pink, some brown ewcm, and occasionally a itty bitty tinge of red, but then the red is gone. I wish I would just know for sure, it’s driving me crazy 😣 Has anyone experienced this on day AF is expected and ended up with their BFP?