11 weeks today feeling so alone and sad.

I’m currently 11 weeks pregnant as a 17 year old this was an unplanned pregnancy but all children are blessings and god does everything for a reason but this is all new for me and I feel so alone I have my partner but it feels as if my family wants us to fail always say things about me and my partner always making me cry always saying things and addressing things that they don’t need too they’ve said they support me but their actions and the things they say says otherwise. Im stuck in a constant battle with my bf and mom he gives me dirty looks and starts acting or treating me different every time my mom says something about the baby or the baby shower or gender reveal. I hate when he does that he just doesn’t understand how it makes me feel I just wish he would talk to me and have a conversation instead of doing that. And my mother keeps saying “oh we’re going to to this” “oh this is how where going to do the gender reveal” this is when we’re going to do it” she keeps saying all this but it’s my baby my first child I’ll only get to experience this one time and everyone is just making it such a bad and sad experience. About a week ago I went and got my blood drew for the gender and all that and the lady kept asking me if I was going to do a gender reveal what email does she send it to ect. And I just felt pressured by her my mom and bf because my mom wants to do something and my bf wants to do something different and the nurse was like well what do you want to do then when I tried to talk my moms whole face change and got all sad while my bf just gave me a nasty look because I said well my mom wants to do this and she said this. Idk I just try to keep the peace and please both of them. But everyone is making this pregnancy hard sad and lonely. I didn’t want to come on here and spill everything out like this but I just feel so alone and wish someone would understand me.