34 and starting over again- TTC

My husband and I have not had sex in almost 1 year. He had a medical emergency last year that caused severe depression and anxiety PTSD for the two of us and I haven’t been able to be intimate that way with him since. By my choosing, not his.

I’m ready for our last baby. I’m not getting any younger and neither is my husband. We want this baby, but we don’t know if we can afford it or if our relationship will be able to take it. We have a 5 year old and 2.5 year old and would like to plan to have a baby in February or March of 2025.

This is a big step. But I’m ready. I want one more. My husband wants one more, but doesn’t know if his mental health issues can take it.

I’m hoping for any words of wisdom, inspiration or positive prayers for our little family. 🥰