BABY is still in me alive and flourishing !

Hello ladies,

Today I had my second ultrasound, technically for me it was my first.

The first one I had in 4/24 and all I saw at the time was a gestational sac. I was SO BEYOND scared because according to my calculations based on what I thought was my last period, at that time I should have been 7 weeks. Well imagine my devastation when they did an ultrasound and all I saw was an empty black circle in my womb.

Since then I had a scare on 5/1 I wiped and saw blood. Immediately went to ER and was told my primary OB had diagnosed me with an ECTOPIC. This was never mentioned to me so as I’m sitting in the ER waiting to get taken back for an ultrasound I am already coming to terms that this was not a viable pregnancy. That I was either having a miscarriage or an ectopic pregnancy. I was devastated but still kept my faith in God. Ultrasound was done and doctor comes out with a HUGE smile on her face and I’m furious because I’m like what could possibly be so funny under these circumstances.?! She says to me….you are not having an ectopic pregnancy and by your hcg levels you are not having a miscarriage. You are just VERY early on, a lot more early on than you thought you were. You are only 5 weeks 6 days which is why you didn’t see anything in your very first ultrasound. In the discharge docs she wrote she saw gestational sac, yolk sac and fetal pole but no fetal cardiac activity which may be due to early gestation.

Went home that night a LITTLE relived but at the same time still worried. Why didn’t I hear a heartbeat? Why did she say she didn’t see cardiac activity? So from that day until today 5/15 I had not seen or heard my baby. I had to wait 14 days for another appt and let me tell you I literally felt like I was dying. The worry and anxiety was eating me alive literally. My personality changed drastically. But today was a good day today I got see my baby. So to anyone who’s had a similar experience. Don’t lose faith, everything may just be okay just keep your faith in God. I will say these

14 days were absolutely hard. Mentally and emotionally. Now I feel like I came back to life. Here is my little bean due 12/26/24 ❤️