My plan was too homeschool but after slow of thought I’ve decided that I am not in the position right now to do so. My son isn’t horribly behind but he struggles in some areas so for that reason we’ve decided to enroll him in preK. (He’s 4)

I’ve been feeling so sick about it. He’s my first and only. We’ve been struggling with infertility. I’m not sure if this has a play on my feelings but I just worry about not being able to keep him safe from classmates, teachers, or outside threats in the world we live in. We live in a safe city with a great school district but I still can’t help to feel the way I do. Is this normal? I believe in God and I believe when you feel something it can be warnings but I’m fighting hard with what I think I need to do and what my thoughts want me to do if that makes sense.