I need some encouragement. We tested early for the gestational diabetes since I had it with my son and I have it again. I’m so discouraged and upset and scared because I don’t want to lose this baby too. Granted the gestational diabetes wasn’t the cause for my son’s passing, but when I’m having the same thing I’m just scared. I’ve had a few highs and feel like I can’t eat anything because I’m scared of being high. I know what I’m supposed to eat and I do and I know that sometimes it can fluctuate but still. I’m scared to have a bite of anything because i dont know if it’s gonna push me over. I’m just. I dont know. 😥