Fibroids ruining my life

I’m just here to vent. I went to the ER a year ago because my pelvic pain was so bad, I couldn’t walk. After a transvaginal ultrasound, they found 4 fibroids, all roughly 4cm. (I am sure they have grown since).

My last few cycles have been complete hell. I’m having to buy Ultra size tampons, and still bleeding through them 2 hours later. Constantly lightheaded with severe cramps in my abdomen that not even medication helps. I took 3000 mgs of Tylenol one day and still felt no relief. Heating pad seems to help the most, but I feel so helpless. My cycles have become so irregular I can’t plan around them. I am hoping to have a myomectomy but I really just needed to vent to other women. Sometimes I feel like the way I feel is dramatic but it is truly ruining my life.