Medical Abortion

Hello, im new to the group and im very much so scared. I have 5 babies and im 23. I used to think it was my own fault and had to go through with the consequence of having the baby. Please no judgement but i used to be prolife until i had my last baby and i can honestly say i feel so ashamed for that. A pregnancy should never be forced on anyone. My last baby gave me so many health issues( Pp preeclampsia as well as a blood clot in my lungs) now im on a blood thinner and another pregnancy could be life threatening. I took a pregnancy test today and it was sure enough positive. I thought we did everything to prevent it and im so embarrassed but I called and have an appt on monday. Please share expierences with the pill. Id greatly appreciate it. Thanks for sharing and reading thus far.