I’m so tired of being married sometimes.. I always do or say something wrong. I don’t like to complain to anyone because I dont want it to seem like my life is terrible. It isn’t. I have everything I want a need, but sometimes I feel like it is not worth it. I’m constantly getting reminded of everything I do wrong. My husband travels for and I work full time.. we own or home so I’m always cleaning, gardening or trying to fix whatever breaks since we have an old home. I never get a thank you it’s always things that I do wrong. I legit feel like I’m failing as a wife. I don’t know what to do, sometimes I feel like I’d be better off dead but I know my parents and my baby sister would miss me. I have tried to get closer to God but I fail him too. I just feel so over whelmed I’m trying so hard to not fall under depression- which I already may have it, I may just be a high functioning depressed person.. idk what to do anymore, I need help.