We have smoked weed together our entire relationship, 6 years. It first started a few times a week, then everyday after work, then all night after work, after Covid started working from home now all we do is smoke all day. Have stopped briefly before, I was a miserable cunt and I can feel it coming back trying to stop again. The thing is when I am not stoned out of my gourd, I realize all the things he does to me that I fucking hate and I stew and get pissed and never say anything for fear of “starting a fight” “being bitchy” or anything. How do I cope with these new feelings without wanting to run for the fucking hills every time he pisses me off. Some things I’m getting pissed about seem irrational, but right now I can’t help it. I feel like a cup just constantly over flowing and there is no going back. Please help, I want us to be sober but I don’t want it to ruin our relationship.