Me: hi me and my husband have decided we would like to start going through the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">Iui</a> cycle this month.

Her: why are you just now wanting to do this? (Um seriously??!!)

Me: well we didn't have the money before, and wanted to wait and see how clomid worked and to wait until my deductible to start over) 

Her: well I can't help you with that. You need to speak to a nurse. I'll transfer you......THEN HUNG UP!

Needless to say I started crying WHILE talking to her and she acts like that. (I just started my period today, so she's a bitch! 😡) so I call back to speak to a nurse (this place always has same day appointments) she tells me I HAVE to have a consult first before we start the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">Iui</a> process...I was never told this when we were talking to them about it 2 months ago. So now, I have to wait ANOTHER month to start this. I just want to sit alone and cry for days. All my husband does is say sorry and go about his business . My head hurts and I have no energy to do anything. I want to be able to just give up completely and be just fine without having a baby. I'm mad at God and I'm mad at the world and my husband and all the people who don't understand what this feeling is like!!!!!!! 😞😭😭