How did you know you were ready for baby #2?

I am SO torn. I go back n forth every other cycle. My husband is so go with the flow he really doesn’t have an opinion. He wants whatever I want. Which don’t get me wrong it’s sweet and I love him for that, but I can’t figure this out on my own.

I’m not getting any younger. I’m 32, had severe pre eclampsia and I’m overweight severely (severely in my eyes) I’m like 80/20 that I want another kid.

I also like the idea of having one kid. One I get to spoil and love and hopefully give everything I never had.

On the flip side I had a sister who was a bully and mean growing up. I don’t want that for my daughter BUT what if she ends up lucky with the best friend sibling relationship I’ve always dreamed of.

So all in all, how did you know you were ready for your 2nd kid?