I used to be able to swallow it like nothing & now I just can’t. Idk if maybe it has to do with his weight gain or the fact that he messages girls (2 years ago that I’ve forgiven him for) and I’ve seen naked onlyfans women in his cam roll, but I don’t even feel sexy to him anymore. He treats me like I am sexy though. But I get so disgusted with his cum now I can’t even touch it!

Before y’all tell me to leave him for msging girls, I decided to forgive and stay and I am happy! I just cannot get sexual with him anymore like I used to.

Edit: I’m not holding it against him. I’m just saying ever since I saw those things on his phone I cannot orgasm normally / perform like I used to in bed. I have to fake an orgasm many times but I do love him a ton.

Thank you for the advice though