TW: past stillbirth

Madi • 💙 Sep.05.2020 🌈 - 🕊️ Nov.27.2022 👼 - 💙 Sep.12.2024 🌈

I’m 1 week away from the exact gestational age that my daughter died in 2022. I was exactly 30 weeks when I went to be seen at the hospital because I hadn’t felt her move since breakfast and found out that her heart had stopped beating, and they never found a reason for her death to this day. They called it SIUDS, sudden intrauterine death syndrome.

I’m now 29 weeks with my rainbow and this awful voice in my head keeps telling me to enjoy this final week with my baby healthy and alive. I know it’s completely delusional. I know he’s healthy and strong and the chance of me going through that again is extremely slim. But I’m so scared.

I just need some positive vibes and prayers if you have any to offer ☹️🙏🏻 am I the only one here who has had a stillbirth?