I’m 36w & 5 days already! I’ve been feeling a bit sad and down with the topic of a Baby Shower… I didn’t have one with my first…. So I was really waiting for someone to throw me one, since it’s more customary for others to throw you one( I’m not sure if it’s different with other cultures?) so throwing myself one seems like I’m begging and asking for things, I don’t feel comfortable throwing myself one. I’m always helping everyone else out with decorations and setting up and even desserts for parties (including baby showers) yet it’s getting closer and closer to my due date that I’m 100% sure I won’t be getting one… makes me feel like no one thinks of me, left out, and just crappy. It happens a lot when I’m always the last one anyone thinks of but yet I think of everyone before myself. I also need to stop helping people who never help me out and putting others before myself. But that’s a different topic..