I’m freaking out. I know a pregnancy test would solve half of my freak out but I’m so scared.

I miscarried after 7 weeks in May. About 2-3 weeks later in June, I got my normal period. Average and 4 days. Throughout June my husband and I resumed having sex. Now, all my period trackers show I’m 10-11 days late for my next period. Other than some nausea, I’m not feeling any pregnancy symptoms. And the nausea could be due to me changing my diet (going keto) and working out more. I read some people say the second period can be late and super heavy. But I’m not even feeling period symptoms. I’m scared to take a test and not be pregnant but also scared to be pregnant because the miscarriage was so recent. But also I really really really want a healthy and normal pregnancy and a healthy baby. Finally told husband the other day after I blew up at him over nothing. He’s asking that I take a test this weekend and he won’t show it to me if I don’t want to see it. But even that scares me.

Update: we took two tests and both came back pregnant. Here we go again.