Realization at 29
There's a lot I'm barely realizing at 29... I've allowed 90% people in my life, make decisions for me... From my family telling me all my career choices were stupid and that I wouldn't be able to do it or that I would end up hating it.. that caused me to drop out of college... Trying to get a job with no experience and have a set schedule without having a degree is almost impossible! I'm working from home (completely new to me I'm use to being around 30+ people in fast pace environments) in a call center job, where I am on the phone with people for 6 hours a day 5 days a week... I am not a people person to begin with so this for me is very difficult and extremely mentally draining... I moved in with my bf in January of this year, I'm about an hour away from everyone and everything I know so that has also been a struggle to me.... I feel I am slowly losing my sanity because I'm home 24/7, I have no time for myself to do anything, with a part time job it's almost impossible to have a hobby or even go back to school... I have no help with cleaning anything in the apartment, dishes, laundry, watering any plants that he buys, helping with the puppy he also wanted... I go from working from 7-1 pm to doing whatever dishes were left in the sink regardless of if he cooked or not, picking up whatever he left in the bathroom, cleaning the room, prepping dinner or going grocery shopping. I'm not done till 3 and he's home at 3:30 and requires my help for everything so I don't get to relax and back at it the next day... Weekends he's too tired to do anything from being at work all week and then wants to know why I'm so mentally drained and over everything... I've allowed myself to live a life i never wanted and I feel so stuck because finances
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