I’ve been struggling with be a low supplier for my baby. We do formula and a few very small ounces of breast milk. I’ll never be able to do this again so I am holding onto it for as long as I can. Tonight I was nearing a new daily high for output (3.5 oz) and wanted to fit in one more pump before bed to do it. I was so excited. While pumping my husband told me that when I was done we could make out and do some light heavy petting. I joked and told him that it was almost one in the morning. He got quiet and said fine. After I was done I could tell he was annoyed and I told him that we could of course do that. He said no, it’s fine. I told him that it wasn’t fair for him to guilt me. That I was tired and plus he should have brought it up before I was pumping. He told me that it’s unfair that I would rather choose pumping over being with him which is not even true at all. Not in the slightest. He said that it not fair for me to spend the whole day flirting with him and to then do nothing with him. That pissed me off because he was the one grabbing my ass all day, grabbing my boobs while I was in the kitchen. At the time he said that he just thought I needed to feel loved. That’s not my love language and he knows it. It’s his. Anyways… Then the baby woke up and he was annoyed because “now we definitely can’t.” He KNOWS how I feel when he does this. He did it my last post partum recovery with my last pregnancy. He KNOWS how important trying to do this one last time is for me. But if he’s now having sex every other night then I don’t care about him enough.