I want my baby to be my newborn and soak in all the newborn feels, but part of me also wants him to grow up a few months older because my anxiety as him being a newborn id through the roof! Lol, please i’m a FTM, so i’m constantly just always worried and want to make sure he is just fine. Although i know, no matter what age. The worry and constantly wanting them to be fine is always there. But seems more fragile with NB’s. Ahh! Does this make any sense or am i just completely delusional.