For the past year I’ve been wanting a really good psychic reading

I’ll look up reviews and it’s always conflicting

What I’m looking for doesn’t exist

I want to hear what I should do

I want something, anything to be easy

I want to know if I should keep trying to have a baby

Or if there’s a reason for just having my son as an only child

I want to know if there’s any reason I can’t get certain things out of my head, why certain thoughts of the past leave me breathless

I want to know about the spiritual world

I want to know why I feel like I’m getting mentally stronger her simultaneously farther away from my goals

I want to know why I’m so damn tired of the everyday

I want to know how to find passion again

I’ve been trying to hard

I want to know where you are

Because I want so badly

To be found