After a couple of months I finally found the courage to deactivate my social media accounts. I know that sounds silly and ridiculous that social media can have that much influence on someone but it can on many people without them knowing. I made the decision because I’m tired of feeling down or upset or sometimes anxious from it. I work full time, mom, wife, and now a nursing student. I see people posting their outings and the good moments, it takes a toll on me at times, I would get really sad if someone younger than me is achieving more than I ever will or people who have the time in the world to travel and spend like crazy while myself and my husband are trying to meet ends. All the friends and family even acquaintances I have on social media I couldn’t be more proud or excited for them but it leaves me feeling envious at times? Once I took the step, I cried a lot there for bit there. I feel relieved yet worried? What people will think? My husband told me he found it odd for me to do that, I usually go on to watch videos but of course I will see peoples stuff anyways. I don’t post much honestly but I feel pressured to only share the good moments