Have you ever been a person where hating somebody was the most hardest feeling you had to ever come across. Like you refuse to hate people but then suddenly you meet someone so toxic, so aggressive, so harassing, that you decide one day that your brain just clicks the other way and suddenly…. you truly have hate for the first time?

I always am a person to forgive anybody, but those moments where you’re not appreciated and when you need moments of peace, you just are faced with a person who has toxic traits?

This is real trouble for me, these feelings of hate is made up from this person and I don’t have time to hate anybody, and now I’ve made time to just feel that. Nobody should make time to feel hate triggered from someone who doesn’t deserve your time, pls remember my advice. Those feelings aren’t worth it.

Edit: The trigger is basically feeling worthless because I’m the person that is being used to make another person feel better. When they get their release through me I am left feeling drained and used.