Please if anyone has any advice please comment. I had my first miscarriage on June 19th. Still have random emotional moments and I don't have no one to talk to so that doesn't help. I was warned at my first ultrasound on the 13th that there should be a heartbeat at 7.5 weeks and to get a second opinion. Started having brown spotting two days before I passed the baby and then at my aunts after chilling in the pool I felt all this pain and passed my baby in the toilet...I didn't expect it. I saw the baby and started crying so loud it was so embarrassing and I had just told family weeks before even my ultrasound and started getting excited with my partner for our second child. I couldn't leave my baby in toilet and I took blueberry baby home and buried the baby in my blueberry bush. People say all that stuff about babies development but I saw clear as day that baby was the size of a blueberry but with limbs and eyes and what should've been a beating heart too. I'm struggling to keep it together with my partner and our daughter. She'll be 2 on Nov. 1st. I'm happy I still have my first baby but I'm still so sad about the 2nd and worry I did something to cause it all the time. Amazing how God creates things but why did I have to go through that trauma?