Why do our bodies like to play with our emotions!

M

Sat here actually waiting for my period to make an apperance! We Had a very traumatic miscarriage in 2018 and started trying again around 6 months later. We still haven’t been blessed yet and after an obsessive 2 years of testing, we stopped trying but not preventing. In the hope it would happen when it does. Every month since the beginning of this year have my cycle lengths fluctuated, 27 days, 28 days, 30 days. It is at the point where when the app says my period is late, I just know it's going to turn up in a day or 2. So after being 'due' on Sunday, i'm now sat here on cycle day 30 wishing my period to hurry the **** up cz I know I'm not pregnant, I'm never pregnant. Why can't you just come on time!!