What’s your opinion?

Rae

I was told April 4th i had a missed miscarriage, i was put on misoprostol twice. I feel guilty because I’m TTC and My attention just keeps going back to my miscarriage and how far along I should’ve been and what my baby would’ve looked like by now and what he or she’s movements felt like. And then i get angry because I should be 6 months, I shouldn’t be TTC again. I’ve had 5 miscarriages now and i’m starting to fear i’m infertile. I got pregnant at 11, 12, 14, 15, and this last one was 17. I’ve never mad it outside of the 1st trimester and this time I did everything I was supposed to, I took the prenatal at the right time, I didn’t eat things that even had the slightest chance of hurting my baby based of google and my OB, I talked to my doctor anytime I thought something might’ve been wrong and I still couldn’t make this one stick. Is it wrong that I feel that way? Or is this something some women experience?