Im so incredibly sad right now. I feel like I will never ever find a true love. Im 28y/o. I was in an abusive relationship my whole since I was 17. I finally escaped almost a year ago. I met this guy we were talking for 10 whole ass months before I finally had sex with him and he dumped me a week after , after going on all week about how amazing the sex was and how much chemistry we have. I feel used and lonely. I actually have feelings for this asshole.. This whole time he tricked me , he made me feel special he made me develop feelings . I tried so hard not to let my guard down but he knew just the right things to say and do .During all that time he never even made seem like sex was what he wanted. I feel so used and betrayed. I have no one in this world not even a friend.