Some advice?

So I have this issue, I can't seem to solve.

I'm having trouble focusing on work and have serious brain fog.

I'm convinced some good sex would help. (I've been single for 6 months and I haven't been single for so long since 15 years ago)

I went on a date recently and when it came to it.. I actually didn't want to be touched.

Absolutely turned me off from wanting to date at all.

Like I wasn't turned off by the guy, he was pretty good looking and very kind as well.

I am not really good at pleasuring myself, like.. I like to be touched and caressed and.. well.. handled 😅

@G.G

You're right, I absolutely wasn't feeling any chemistry.

but it also gave me a kind of repulsed feeling of maybe finding someone else

I do have some sex toys and they're fun, just not thesame as sex.

also my vibrator just died 😢