I’m 34 and I have PCOS so for years I thought I would need help or wouldn’t be able to conceive on my own because I tried for 5 years with my last partner. Fortunately that didn’t work out and my now fiance has gotten me pregnant 3 times in a span of 10 months! And every time I feel a sense of being proud of myself and sooo excited, and then the miscarriages. I had two, back to back! September and again in January. =( it was honestly too much for me so I stopped tracking my cycle and effectively trying, I couldn’t help but to feel a little guilty about the miscarriages not knowing if they were just unviable pregnancies or if my hormones were unbalanced. Both pregnancies I lost pretty quickly. Within days of testing and getting a positive( and I was testing THE DAY my period was supposed to start lol ) my hcg level never doubled like it was supposed to. Now I’m pregnant again and I didn’t notice to test untill my period was already late and so far I’ve made it longer than the last two. I’m struggling emotionally, like naturally the excitement and that “yes!!!” Feeling comes over me but immediately I’m suppressing any joy just trying not to get my hopes up. My first blood test the hcg was pretty high on Wednesday, now tomorrow is the day I will find out if they doubled appropriately and obv I can’t even sleep it’s 5 am. Am I wrong to expect the same thing to happen? I’m so worried because I also feel nothing. No nausea sore breasts or anything: I had implantation bleeding, but that’s it. I don’t kno how to just chill right now 😢😓