Spiraling 😭

Hi everyone, I have had two miscarriages and am currently 14 dpo. Got my positive 9dpo. Went for first bloods on Friday which was 12 dpo and obviously won’t get results until early next week so have been testing in between but probably more than I should. Top photo is 13dpo at 3:30pm with a 5 hour hold and bottom pic is this morning with FMU and I can’t help but notice it’s lighter and now I’m worried I’m having a chemical pregnancy all over again. This anxiety is debilitating and I know people will say “just stop testing” which is quite literally impossible for me until I get my bloods back 😭