So angry with her.

So I made a post here not long ago about my friend telling me she was pregnant in not a very sensitive way... I began to get exited for her and now she has had an abortion just because she's "not ready" I'm so angry I don't believe in abortions! (Nether did she before)  I don't know what to say to her and as her best friend I want to support her and I have been but my husband is angry as he feels it's a kick in teeth and is finding it hard because as soon as she leaves my house I can do nothing but cry! I just hope I can get over this. I guess I just find it hard as we desperately want a baby and she's just happily terminated hers :( i love her dearly but just can't cope with the comments like I don't want one right now I will just wait for a couple of years because she knows she can get pregnant just like that:(