Today I’ll have to be injected to stop my babies growth so I don’t rupture internally. My heart is broken. My baby growing so well but in the wrong spot. I dreamt about this baby and wanted him so bad. My babies were so excited to have another sibling. I’m disappointed, I’ve been advised not to ever try again because of the risk of recurrence, placenta acreta and other issues they foresee.

Never heard of cesarean scar ectopic pregnancy before. I’ll think about who this baby would have been forever.