So this is my 4th baby and i live in Canada health care is very different so needed to add that. I will be 37 weeks tomorrow and i cant take it any more ive asked about induction and they flat out refuse this is relevant. I have never in all my pregnancies been this huge and gained this much weight ive gained 50lbs my bmi is over 50. last night i was up all night cause i was in pain and something was definitely happening to prepare my body for labor at around 3 am my toddler woke i prepare him a bottle get him tucked back into bed and go back upstairs and suddenly cant catch my breath which put me into a panic attack. This morning im sitting on the couch turn my head to talk to my sons and get crazy dizzy like im about to pass out. Saw a doctor 2 days ago and for some reason they arent concerned they didnt even tell me what im measuring but i know its probablyaround 41-42 weeks im absolutely huge even the doctor said it. But i really cant take it anymore i need this baby out of me i cant mentally or physically handle it anymore.