Overwhelmed!!!

Ta

Today should be one of the best days ever. As I’m 28 weeks today with baby #1 @37 years old. But I’m severely overwhelmed. We lost most of our house due to a fire two weeks ago, and I was just informed that even though the nursery didn’t get damaged by fire or smoke that we still cannot keep anything just in case the chemicals leached from the rooms that did get damaged. I’m devastated we had everything except the crib set up. And we’re not sure if we’ll be able to replace everything with insurance. As the extensive damage to the rest of the house may use up everything. Since im unemployed with no chance of getting a job now, plans to throw a baby shower have been non existent. I don’t know what to do now. Everything I had was given to me or bought 2nd hand. I’ve also been told that since I’m such high risk that I will have to be induced before week 39. But I’ve got the strong feeling she will come early like I did. Which leaves absolutely no time at all before she’s here and the stress is starting to become to much right now handle. As we’re currently staying in a hotel with today being the last day here; And no place set up to go to as of yet, emotions are in extreme levels today.