I am a plus size 34 year old pregnant for the second time. Due according to the app 4/19/25. I am so scared. I got pregnant in January and I was 320 lbs. I lost the baby due to unviable pregnancy. I was heart broken. I admit I crashed into a huge depression. I was eating a lot. I stopped working out. I just didn’t want to do much of anything since I lost the baby. Well we got our positive on 8/14/24. We are excited, but I am so scared. Last time I weighed myself I was at 380lbs. I know I am not healthy. The cravings are real. Last pregnancy was all about tomatoes this time around it is chocolate chocolate and sweets! I am so tired. I am trying to walk around but literally just walking up the stairs I am out of breath. Any suggestions on what to do? Please do not shame me for being unhealthy. I had a bad ankle surgery and it took me forever to heal by the time I started taking my health into consideration I was 420 lbs. I don’t want to be there ever again. I have had a hard year and the loss really had me spiral. Excuses I know but I want to be better. Please give me ideas