I know this is dark but it’s honest.

At about 7 weeks pregnant I found out through betas that I was going to miscarry I passed the baby a week ago and I’ve been so upset with my body and felt very suicidal, I don’t want to talk about it though because it makes me feel like a burden and pathetic. So many people don’t care if you have a miscarriage….

I’ve had a few before as well and that’s more the reason I feel this way, I’m so mad at my body for repeatedly failing. It just feels like the only way to take the pain away I’m bleeding really heavy and cramping so it hurts to move around I just wanna lay in bed but I can’t. I know it’s not my fault directly but I’m still blaming my body. I feel more comfortable asking for help from strangers online then I do the people around me. I just don’t want to hurt anymore.